tori no you ni

one day I walked,
towards the sky I went,
going up and up,

and never again looking down.

the stars' been observed,
as detailed as counting them;
getting closer was I,
yet getting bigger they don't.

once thoughts came flowing,
is it ever possible to reach?
the answer clearly apparent,
crystal like;
though it's covered by mist,
by own mind;
was invented.

affairs down below,
could I know not of,
as I was high up sky,
willing to care no more.

ones I've admired,
with whole life ain't enough,
simply left behind,
simply forgotten.

finally at this height,
would I look at the world,
how memories of beauty was gone,
and welcomed once again.

on the Eiffel I stood,
feeling free,
like a bird does.

My Japanese Name(s)

Your Japanese Name Is...

Namiko Shigenoi

What's your Japanese Name?

Well, as you can read up there.. my Japanese name is Namiko Shigenoi. I wonder why every time I checked my Japanese name in different websites, it ends up to be a weird name. Well, I think Shigenoi is a weird name. I don't know about Japanese people. Maybe that's common. It's just that, of all anime I've watched, I never encounter any character named Shigenoi. But still, it's not that I dislike it. I even come to like it even more as the time passes. Hehe..

I've mentioned about my other Japanese name in other websites right? Actually, I've just got two. Not including this one though.. But only one of them is weird =p. The names are Akuro Ajibana and Yumi Yoshikuni. One is cool, one is feminine. But I like both names.. really. I should have like my real name the most, but I can't help myself liking other names more! Especially Japanese.

Before, I like Chinese names. My favourite name is Xiao Yu Er; from a Chinese drama, starring Jimmy Lin =). And now I've come to like Korean names also. But I don't have my favourite yet. Ok, I chow first. Terima kasih for reading.. \(^0^)/

Pathology

A new horror movie.. Check it out.. =)
I expect this movie to be unique and full of suspense. I don't know when is the release, or whether it has been released yet. Sorry.. =p But I'm looking forward to watching it. So enjoy the trailer.. Layan.. =)

Fading Feelings

When the feelings are fading, should a heart smiles? Or should it worries..? It's never empty before.. so would it? So easily filled, like putting a bucket under running water.. then try to empty it without moving the bucket. Use both hands, a cup or anything useful. Wait, the bucket can be moved. But what about a heart? It stays there, isn't it?
Then again, it would be filled.. and again with hopeless feelings? Or could a spark of hope finally seen? How can a heart thinking of a change when all its life is a never-ending deja vu?